There is something in the deep places in my heart that is stirring. Like an ache in my bones. Please excuse the dramatics, it is not normally in my character. I am caught in this place between indecision, restlessness and just feeling tired. Not a great place to be.
To what am I called? A congregation? A city? A team? I don’t know. I am not sure what God wants me to accomplish in this place. I keep hoping that I will just stumble upon it, the great “Ah-ha!” of my career. Roadblocks and barriers keep getting in the way and I wonder if this is even the place that I should be; how did I get to this place?
So what do you do with that? Keep going in hopes of a change? Give up?
Or… is it me? Am I shying away from a challenge that God is laying before me?