well… here is the deal… sorry for the obscure post. i did really have a rough week. i was very busy with work and school, i think the darkness of winter really does affect me (i am willing to admit it now), i found out my dad has prostate cancer, and to top it off things just weren’t right between andy and i. he and i had a long talk that almost resulted in breaking up. i think we’ve decided to start over. its a little strange, but i’m not ready to give up. i love him too much.
the good news:
dad is doing okay… his cancer is in the very beginning stages, so it is very treatable. he has a few options. keep him in your prayers while he considers the next step. more good news, i had a great weekend at church. pastor steve kosberg was here from mankato, mn. he is an awesome guy. he led a retreat with us about transitioning into the culture of a mission church. wow. it reminded me that even though things can be difficult for me, i have hope. i have something to look forward to, to be joyful about.